Arie Belle Blog

I swear I posted an explanation blog post here about my new blog, but that never happened! This is the first blog I ever started, it holds memories, stories and things that I never want to forget. However most of what is contained in this blog is from a long time ago and my life has changed completely since then. Which is why I am no longer and never going to update or post a new blog on here. I do have a current blog + my photography website which you can follow along! Here are the links!! www.ariannabellephotography.com http://simplyariannablog.blogspot.com/

* Disclaimer - some profane language  * This poem is about all of us girls who have had eating disorders. Myself included. It is a struggle, one that I have still been working on to fully overcome. Because its not easy to love yourself when you always compare yourself to others. I hope that if you are struggling with an eating disorder you can find help and learn to heal and grow healthier both mentally and physically. And if you are someone that struggles, yet hasn't reached out for help. I want to let you know you can always message me for advice or just to talk about it.  For her its a nightmare. she sits at the table, a full plate in front of her. Eating the first meal of the day even though its already 4 She thinks to herself, I've got exactly 45 minutes  before its too late. When the calories sink in, and I start to gain weight. To anyone else she's perfect. But in the mirror she sees a different story. She hates everything about...

I feel stuck as if my body has been struck by a thousand pound truck. Numb to the world around me I want to be present, but I can't move I can't get up. My body is there I can see it. I watch, my chest slowly rising and falling timid breaths they are. In a dream like state I feel as if I am drowning in a wave of sadness emptiness loneliness. It crashes into me washing everything else away my smile, my happiness my laughter. and turns me blue, With self-doubt, and depression. I want to be happy I cry but I can't. I feel as if no one cares about me even though I know some do. But they are so far away no one is here here with me no one can reach me to comfort me from the fear. no one can catch me when I fall, and wipe away my tears I feel as if inside of an internal prison. Yelling from within but you can't hear me. You don't know that I need you. And I don't know how to tell you. I don...

I haven't posted for all of 2015 so far!!! Oops, probably because I care more about my website  www.ariannabellephotography.com But I'm sure people still come and check out my blog--where it all began. Anyways! I've done a lot so far this year!  Since January first! I lit off lanterns in the wilderness for the New year And Then I went home to North Carolina for my PTO (paid time off) and I spent 2 weeks there! Was reunited with my Best Friend For Ever And I was reunited with my babes and my lovely parents. It was a great trip back home to NC! And I miss everyone a lot! But now its back to Utah :) And back to Work :)  and those are some pictures from work! Next up on the blog post list is to write a birthday post about my brother!

Check out my website for the full description of this project! http://www.ariannabellephotography.com/blog/2014/12/13/myhardestexperience-project Hey everyone! So after this week of work I decided I wanted to create a project in which people share the story of the hardest experience of their lives. My inspiration for this project was that this past week at work in Wilderness, we had a group of 9 girls, and we decided to run a group so the girls could get to know each other and relate to each other in a new way by sharing the hardest moment of their lives. The outcome was beautiful. As soon as the first story had been shared, they were all quiet, they were all engaged 100 percent in listening to each other, they cried with each other, they comforted each other. They got real, and they got vulnerable. And It made them all see that they aren't alone. It made me feel like I wasn't alone. Share you own story with the hashtag #myhardestexperience  You can record(film) y...

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As I said previous, I will be using my new website to blog as well as showcase my photography, so click this link  and go check out my websites new blog, please comment and like! My most recent blog post is about Gratitude because I will be at work for thanksgiving. with love, Arie

Hey y'all So if you have been keeping up with my blog like I wish more people did... cough cough all my friends, I still love you even if you don't care about my blog :P Anyways, the point is that I have been talking about creating my very own website, and I finally did! http://www.ariannabellephotography.com/   And I am so pleased with it! I love you blogspot, but honestly you just can't compete with the beauty and ease and flow of my new website! I am still going to use this blog for all my personal rants and internal monologues that I feel like deserve a place out in the internet world, while my website is mostly for my photography, but I will also be blogging on there as well--that blog will be more professional and not as personal, I will definitely still speak my mind, but not in the same way that I do on this blog. This blog right here is like a free write, I just write whatever is in my head and I throw it out there for whoever wants to read it or mistakenly c...

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Its been forever since I've really made a blog post where I wrote words on the page. So here we go, this may be short or it may be a long one, who could really say? Well Its November! What! November?! Thanksgiving is right around the corner followed by Christmas. Time flies by so freaking fast because of my job. I literally feel like it was just October like yesterday. I've been doing a good job at keeping myself busy with all this music stuff and photography(although I really need to do another photo shoot soon!) And now its snowing outside so maybe I'll get some cool winter shots in there Anyways, I've been pretty down in the dumps lately, not really this week but my last week off work I was super sad and home sick and lonely and just hating life and almost just hating myself. Moving is really hard, especially when you don't know anyone and you don't have any friends and when you aren't in school so its harder to meet new people and make friends. ugh, t...

Our latest cover is out on Youtube and on our facebook page! Watch and Listen <3 and then go subscribe!!! With love, Arianna

I have not been keeping up with writing blog posts lately, but I promise next week when I get back from work I will have things to write about. In the mean time, enjoy this video made by Madeleine who is explaining our friendship and our latest en devour, EVERGOLD  check out all our stuff, we have a tumblr  we have a Youtube ! Twitter and Instagram  Go follow and subscribe to all our Evergold things! That would mean the world to me :) With love, Arianna

My Parents both turn 50 this week. And sadly I will be at work on their birthdays so I am writing a blog post to make up for the lack of a phone call and Skype date. I love that my parents were born only 4 days apart from each other-- it makes celebrating their birthdays simpler since we just have one celebration, plus it's easier to remember since both of their birthdays are in the same week. I can't believe that my parents are 50 years old! That's have a century! Wow... My family and I just met up in Disney World this past week. I haven't seen my Dad or Brother since I moved out here to Utah and I was very glad to be reunited with the whole Brown clan. As I was there I was able to do a photo-shoot for both my brother and for my parents. Here are the photos from the photo-shoot with my two lovely parental units :) Happy Birthday Mom and Dad! I hope you have a great week an...