missin' you

Its hard to wrap my brain around

the fact that you wont be around

and I wont be with you

there is no more you and me

everyday for the past 8 or so months I saw your face

and from now on its all virtual,

Its only been since Friday

and if I could have it my way

I would still be with you

holding your hand in secret

kissing you when no one is around

I fell in love with you when I told myself not to

you knew me

deep, deep down

to the point that no one else has known

leaving was hard

not because I was scared of home,

but sad of the space in my heart that still has your name

of course over time it will fade,

but I know I'll never ever forget you

and all the silly things we went through

we met in a place that few have heard of

and like the Rihanna song

'we found love in a hopeless place'

you'll always hold a special place with me,

and I am so glad that you do

and only you know that its true,

you were a great friend

always so good to me,

I am so grateful for everything you've done for me

we will be remembered

always the cutest couple at school

hopefully you don't forget about me either

just know that I'll be thinking about you

and missin' you too

with love, Arie