Its been awhile

this is from last year in march 2011

It's been awhile since i opened up my mind,

and actually thought

and pondered my life.

I've made some mistakes,

but i've also made some amazing reaches

in life.

I've been confused about my emotions for the past fair bit

I've tried to hide them all inside

but whenever i do that they just want to explode.

Friendships are hard to keep altogether,

love is hard too,

but love is a battle all around.

All i know is that i love you

and YOU will probably know who you are

well, we've made some life decisions..

and yeah their crazy

but we made em,

I know that i love you

more then anything I've ever known

Ever

which is weird for me,

because normally i dont love like that,

My emotions are compromised

i dont really know what to do anymore,

Life is so insane, its so hard to hold onto,

"What am i doing"

It's the question i've been asking myself lately,

Its a deep question because there are so many answers which lead to more

questions.

I dont really know what to do anymore.

So what am i doing?

I'm letting myself fall,

fall

and

fall

will you catch me?

maybe, and maybe not

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